It was really disheartening, however, to see all those people say the N word and C word and B word are unacceptable but usually leave out that the F word as equally unacceptable. Reminds me of why I tell myself that none of those words are unacceptable to me until they all are. One time a black guy in NYC called me the F word and I called him the N word right back in his face, and he got all up in my face and I said, “Did I make my point? Don’t throw that word at me unless you don’t want me to say something back to you.” Then he actually apologized! I was shaking in my boots–he was bigger than Big Easy–but it worked.

Russell has completely grown on me. Now I want him to win it all, just because almost everyone else is so stupid. Natalie is the only person I would accept taking first place! Loving this season.

I wish the site would give spoiler warnings, though. I was shocked to read right up top that John will get voted off! I didn’t want to know that.